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Life of a Renegade

by I Decline

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1.
Running through a labyrinth In the darkest corners of the mind No joy, no pain, no anything The sun doesn't shine In the vacuum of time Just loneliness, just emptiness And how the road lines fade into the black of the night Going nowhere The sinking feeling The void Emptiness, It bears down on him With the weight of hell... And I suppose he thinks That his demons will relent But the door is closing and the picture is fading out The emptiness is suffocating Now a choice must be made to sink or crawl out of the hole he's trapped in but the walls are closing And so he takes a deep breath puts away all regret from the blood, tears, and sweat comes the trembling first step And as he's breaking out He sees a hand that's reaching down And as the sun begins to rise He feels no passing of the time "Son, you'll never learn, you'll never be on your own..." "...but I don't feel alive, am I just wasting time?"
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Cursed 02:20
I've become just one of many men to wander from the path of righteousness and have turned from holiness just to see what the world has to offer me and what I see Is that this world Is devoid, of anything, to fulfill what has been laid out for me in the time before the earth was born before the sun was set aflame These constant thoughts run through my brain "Why must I deal with so much pain?" and then I see, I see that these grey skies, they won't be clearing for me "Put on a happy face to keep demons at bay. Do they even know who the real you is?" Adversary Dead inside. No hope in life. No Future Cast aside and left to die "I am the cursed shadow dweller" The once soft heart has begun to return to Stone.
3.
Looking back to the start of life I see that nothing much has changed for us except for the time Have we even made a step in a direction? No, No, still just disconnecting ourselves And I've been staring at the sun today Praying for it all to be washed away And as I stare into the burning flame I feel... I feel the fire overtake me What do you offer my world? Besides a heart full of lead One day you all will be forgotten And I won't be turned into a pawn of yours And I won't succumb to the faithless one Deceit and lies are his mistresses Power and lust are his children now No judge, no jury...guilty as charged Your time is soon going to end Faithless all the earth
4.
If you don't believe that's fine with me but there's no need to look for suffering I know the world's not perfect, but I still think it's worth it to try and give forgiveness to the undeserving Faceless is the hatred that consumes your mind Let it slowly grind away, until you don't recognize your face When everyone's left you you'll find.... That there's nothing left, but the fear, the hate, the rage, the spite Though you may say that you stand on your own There's so many like you And every time that you lie to my face I will watch as you fall back down Further down.... Fall back down No matter what you want to say There is nothing that will make me ever be the way you are You are nothing but a parasite. You are nothing but a leach on this world

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released April 25, 2013

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